Sunday, August 3, 2008
Friday, April 11, 2008
The Beginning
Brad & I met while I was working for Steve Eddy "Fast Eddy Chevrons". Brad is what most people would call one of my regular customers. He was cute & I was really attracted to him. I was dating someone else at the time of our daily meetings. But I was always so drawn to him.
Well here is how it all begins. He walks in for his daily lunch & water & smokes (Nasty). I was making lunch & goofing off with the other girls there. When I feel this thing hit my head. I turned around & out of Brad's mouth was it is not fair that you have a boyfriend when will I get a turn. I stated you will get your chance. Well later that day I was so hot & bothered by the whole scene from earlier that I just couldn't get him out of my head. I needed to get to him & quick. Well the girls at work stated that I should call him & tell him that he left his debit card at the store. Well I did. Didn't get any where with it until another one of his co-workers came in to the store. I told him that Brad has left his debit card in the store & that I needed to get a hold of him. Well no sooner did that happened when Brad comes in with a strange look upon his face. He then tells me that his debit card is in his wallet & it was not left. I fessed up to what I had done. We have been together ever since.
But the story doesn't end here. We hung out & went to Hooligans often which is a bar in Boise. Just in case you are wondering I did break up with the boy I was seeing for 4 years to be with Brad. But that is a whole other story. Brad & I fought like cats & dogs actually worse. He was horrible to me & I was worse. I was worse in the sense that I followed him every where. I wanted to have him, hold him, & even love him. But we would go out for 2 days & break up for 3. I couldn't take it anymore. I wanted out. So at this point it was around Christmas time. I had been lying to my parents of my whereabouts & hiding from the people that loved me the most. My dad hated me my mom was following me. I hated the person I had become to be with this person. A lot of sneaking around & hiding. Brad hated me for doing it & hated himself for allowing it to happen. So the man did everything in his power to get rid of me. That was the last thing the man needed in his life was another woman to screw with his head. But little did he know that he was messing with mine. I loved him & I would do anything to be with him.
Well we broke up that first Christmas (2001). Before all this I had been so desperate to keep him. I had done some amazing things for him. Things never in my right mind would have done. I took pictures (private pictures). My dad found them & I will never forget the look on his face. He was disapointed in me. I lied for him & about him to everyone hurting people in the process putting them in situations I wouldn't want to be in. But I truly loved this person. Back to Christmas. I was talking with his sister, a lot.
Well here is how it all begins. He walks in for his daily lunch & water & smokes (Nasty). I was making lunch & goofing off with the other girls there. When I feel this thing hit my head. I turned around & out of Brad's mouth was it is not fair that you have a boyfriend when will I get a turn. I stated you will get your chance. Well later that day I was so hot & bothered by the whole scene from earlier that I just couldn't get him out of my head. I needed to get to him & quick. Well the girls at work stated that I should call him & tell him that he left his debit card at the store. Well I did. Didn't get any where with it until another one of his co-workers came in to the store. I told him that Brad has left his debit card in the store & that I needed to get a hold of him. Well no sooner did that happened when Brad comes in with a strange look upon his face. He then tells me that his debit card is in his wallet & it was not left. I fessed up to what I had done. We have been together ever since.
But the story doesn't end here. We hung out & went to Hooligans often which is a bar in Boise. Just in case you are wondering I did break up with the boy I was seeing for 4 years to be with Brad. But that is a whole other story. Brad & I fought like cats & dogs actually worse. He was horrible to me & I was worse. I was worse in the sense that I followed him every where. I wanted to have him, hold him, & even love him. But we would go out for 2 days & break up for 3. I couldn't take it anymore. I wanted out. So at this point it was around Christmas time. I had been lying to my parents of my whereabouts & hiding from the people that loved me the most. My dad hated me my mom was following me. I hated the person I had become to be with this person. A lot of sneaking around & hiding. Brad hated me for doing it & hated himself for allowing it to happen. So the man did everything in his power to get rid of me. That was the last thing the man needed in his life was another woman to screw with his head. But little did he know that he was messing with mine. I loved him & I would do anything to be with him.
Well we broke up that first Christmas (2001). Before all this I had been so desperate to keep him. I had done some amazing things for him. Things never in my right mind would have done. I took pictures (private pictures). My dad found them & I will never forget the look on his face. He was disapointed in me. I lied for him & about him to everyone hurting people in the process putting them in situations I wouldn't want to be in. But I truly loved this person. Back to Christmas. I was talking with his sister, a lot.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Christmas is over!
We survived christmas. Our Christmas tree died way early. I didn't get Christmas cards out. Life has been so crazy. But the best part of it all was Joel & Jayce. Jayce was hillarious this Christmas. We had to open part of his presents. then he just tried to eat the paper. But when it is all said & done it isn't about the tree or the presents it is about JESUS. So I guess it was all worth it!
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